Tuesday, March 29, 2011

My challange.

Most of my peeps know that a little over six weeks ago I gave myself a challenge. I really dont do well with them...just being honest!!! Weigh loss....we all hate it and we all dread it!!! But this momma had to change something. I felt like junk....physically and mentally. Weighing 38lbs over what I should be or should I say want to be. Not for the fact that I want to be a stick but I really just wanted to feel better. I truly have never felt so crapy in my life as I had been feeling the last 6 months. Once you start having children and then with each child it gets harder and harder. So much of a struggle!! I have tried little things on and off but really never whole heartedly was into it. Truly ready! The weekend of Valentines day I looked at myself in the mirror with nothing to wear and thought "holy crap....my arms arm fat! Over night this has happened!" Was not willing to go up a size in clothes I made a goal. So So proud to say that this last Saturday was my 6 week mark with a loss of 18 lbs!! Yes yes yes it has been so hard but worth it! I feel great!!! That is the most important part....clean eating has changed my life forever! The physical and mental part is life changing. My body can feel it...still some to go to be at my end goal but each day matters and I will get there. Yes I give myself treats when I want them and still drink my diet coke yes I go out to dinner. All in moderation!! I never took a before picture like T thought I should. Just could not bare that....but I can see it and I love to get dressed in the morning.
I feel good!! My body feels good! I mind feels good!
I love the thought that I can do it....I have just proven it to myself!
I will keep you posted!! xoxo

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